The Kyandra Saga

The Kyandra Saga
Book I

Friday, December 23, 2016

I struggle, I pen, I type. Words beneath and over the top that squeak on by only to get redone; before the ink is dry or the font appears the words disappear - I wonder - I question - I imagine and then the process Stops. Starts - I pick up pen - I do it all over again. A random act. An illicit fact. Rules don't apply and then. Words fly. Pass me by... discouraged...I'm lost in doubt...How do I bring it all together ...how do I figure it out? Are words captured or caught? I wonder if what I 'see' is sought...but I keep on with a tale to tell. As I look deep in the well I can feel the flow but, sometimes it's slow. And, so I push through and sometimes cry in frustration, and sometimes I cry - I just do. Words don't look like they used to. Words don't make up a scene like they're supposed to. The plots all wrong, the character's not strong, the chapters too long and I struggle on. But, I've learned to fight for my 'write.' And at the end. when the Protagonist gets in the groove and the Antagonist must choose...because of its all about choices and strategic moves. I decide I can't lose and the pen gets hot...and I find my wind...and I realize that my purpose -
 writing is like a God send.
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In the cut rewriting...RedBloodStone
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