Change

Its Fall,  and I'm not falling under misconceptions or falling down, or falling out of 'Grace' or falling into a place that rejects change.. Everything changes..
 there's changing weather, changing emotions, changing degrees of me.. changing in my attitude, percecptions of who I know me to be....  I find there is still sunshine and rain. I know there's actual expectations of my joy, while I hope there's less and less pain.. I can't take this busy *ness* that keeps placing me in *fits*  I visualize peace.. inside, because - all of this.. constant motion..these emotions.. I need release.  And I find.. it is only October and I have so much I want to do.. I think of doing much about nothing..because, I can only do so much, its frustrating..but then I realize..I'm right where I am suppose to be.. doing things that bring joy to me.. so excuse me if I don't complain much, if I change instead of picking up a stick and making it a crutch.. World, I have not forgotten to check in..nor have I forgotten to stop and the smell roses  .. its only I am in *REWRITE*  mode.. and it completely taken a hold of me.. See.. I am changing.. and  there is no way I can even keep up with me..  *Change is Good*